April 2010
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moderndaymuse asked: hiii. i'm still on my "journey" and i'd really like to connect with some people who are on the same page as me so to speak. i'm hoping to gain many more followers for support, and to share our goals and achievements with.i hope you're doing okay x
Apr 5th
March 2010
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DIET PILLS
PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHICH KIND I SHOULD GET!
Mar 30th
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SO
It’s my birthday week and I’m going to Mexico at the end of the week so I can’t really watch what I eat unfortunately. But when I get back I’m trying the ABC diet again. I’ll actually start posting thinspo again and whatnot. So yeah, I’m exited to loose weight again! :)
Mar 22nd
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I gained
FIVE POUNDS. I’m so furious with myself. I have a family party on Saturday which I will have to eat a lot, so until then I’ll not eat much. I’ll end up gaining all the weight back after Saturday, fuck. I loose a lot of weight during the week but gain it back after the weekends. It’s so annoying.
Mar 16th
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Mar 11th
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ADVICE PLEASE
I am content with my thighs, arms, and hips. The only issue I have is getting rid of the stomach. I do crunches and run but neither really work. So If anyone has any good exercise they are willing too share, It would be much appreciated. In return I will help you with anything you also are going through. <3
Mar 11th
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Sorry
I have not posted anything in a few days. I can never find any original photos that have not already been used. Pictures don’t even inspire me, to be honest. Words inspire me. So I won’t be posting much thinspo but I will be updating with words about my struggles or what I’m going through. SO yeah, you can unfollow me If you want. I don’t care either way. <3
Mar 11th
Mar 9th
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Mar 7th
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Mar 7th
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Mar 7th
Update
My dad brings me food multiple times a day asking If I want it. It’s irritating the fuck out of me so I yell. Obviously they know something is wrong but I’m not there favorite daughter so they would never spend money on getting me help. I’m turning eighteen in three weeks so I guess they have decided It’s not worth it. I sound like such a little brat right now, that I would...
Mar 5th
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Mar 4th
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Mar 4th
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Mar 4th
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Mar 4th
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Ripped apart
(This has nothing to do with thinspo/weight. Just trying to get my anger out) I wish I could use somebody, break there heart, and just walk away. But I CANT. I’m too kind, and that is my downfall. I have been used so many times, its disgusting. It might partially be my fault for giving my all to a person and trusting them. Actually it sort of is my fault. At least I’m not some fucking...
Mar 3rd
reblog if you post thinspo
xcontrolyourselfx: fadingforperfection: skinnyintentions: astarvingartist: gettingskinnyftw: then everyone can follow each other (:
Mar 3rd
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Mar 3rd
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Mar 1st
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Mar 1st
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Mar 1st
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Mar 1st
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Mar 1st
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Mar 1st
February 2010
18 posts
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So
My grandpa comes over EVERY Saturday and so he come over this morning and asked if I have been loosing weight. It feels so fucking good just having people ask this one question. I can already feel today is going to be a great day.
Feb 27th
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Feb 26th
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Feb 24th
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Feb 24th
Feb 24th
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Well,
Decided to make another account so I could actually express who I am. Anyways, I ate dinner since my Grandfather was over so I had to purge afterward. I already felt like a fucking hippo today so eating did not help. I also gained back all the weight I lost last week from drinking on the weekend. Not a good idea.
Feb 24th